Sometimes, a memory cannot do the person justice..especially at a time like this..with so much happening..a lot of it so familiar n perhaps as much of it,so new..cant help turning around that once in a while expecting to see him..in the middle of everything,running the show and having the time of his life doing it..makes you realise how much of a difference one person's absence can make.sure i dont need a physical presence to know ur around,but just this once mr.felix up in the sky,i wish i still had the tangible you..so i could stop wondering for once..and so you'd just tell me what you're thinking..and maybe help me make sense of what i was thinking too..the way only you could..