Hostage,not slave

To that Ghost town corner of my memory..
the ghost town that refuses to give up the ghost
Were you just a cosmic smile at my fears..
coincidence sent to melt my doubts..?
and leave so many more..
Of an apology thats remained unworded.
Of knowing you'll never know
Of coming to terms with knowing you'll never know
Of savage stupid fakery
Of memory after memory reliquishing its sharp focus
Of wondering who im kidding

Tell me again..without the question mark