boldlygoingnowhere

Crouching Monkey,Hidden Dentist

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Today is Happy Budday Babysistah day

(sorely tempted to wring your neck for that last post on your blog and on orkut but will resist that temptation considering its your birthday)


Since, miss mephistopleles, you are every bit the soulsister I had never imagined could rock so much(and nevermind the claims that we behave like a crabby old married couple)

and since you're my sanity saver, my beer buyer, my sleaze detector, provider of moral and immoral support, my official get-me-home-safe-when-im-blitzed-off-my-ass little sister who stands me up every other friday night because you're such a bloody workaholic

Since you're the keeper of all my little secrets that tend to escape when im down 4 drinks at the tavern...you are and always will be my luuurrrr-ve,my world,my yeverything


Now that you're close to gagging at that last one,my job here is done.

I love you babygirl,hope you have the best birthday, year, life ever

Thursday, July 20, 2006

so much for democracy.so much for expression and the freedom to it.
darned ISPs and darned Indian goverment and its paranoid incompetence

Monday, July 17, 2006

tum itna jo muskura rahe ho..



just when i thought i knew everything there was to know about you, where the geek ends and the goofball begins..just when i thought i had you figured out...you go surprise me again

Who are you behind your face?

Saturday, July 15, 2006

friends anyone?

Happy funny no-brainer movie dint happen but found myself watching the much hyped Saad Khan directed play Friends will be friends last night.
This one definately counts as a no brainer..not happy or funny by anyones stretch of imagination.took it for as long as we could..which was about 20 minutes..at the end of which there was this slightly strange item number/cheerleading sequence dance that left us mildly stunned..in a play for heaven sake...it wasnt even a bollywood masala movie.Theatre isnt normally supposed to be this inane.
The bunch of us could hardly be blamed for walking out midway.
For Bangaloreans considering watching this play today or tommorrow..two words..Please dont.

for a review,visit dr.c's blog

http://buddhasoliloques.blogspot.com/2006/07/friends-will-be-friends-blech.html

Friday, July 14, 2006

more random..

There are moments when having a mind reader for a best friend is uncomfortable indeed


I usually find it easy to ignore/adequately deal with uncalled for advances from men.particularly those i dont know.One particular philandering lech however is pissing me off more than normal.I am one more retarded comment away from physical violence.unfortunately this guy happens to be my patient.doing damage to him under the circumstances would be very easy...and not exactly ethical.DAMMIT!


In some inexplicably, unnaturally generous moment, the bossman has decided to give us this sunday off. Hallelujiah!! this will probably be the first official day off in the history of The National Institute of Clinical Endodontics.(ok might be a bit of an exaggeration there..its the only offcial day off ive known since i got here anyway)


Im considering an alternate career in navel piercing.(dont ask...)yes,i have done it for a couple of people and they have survived.Before you ask,no,im not trained but i do have a knowledge of human anatomy that can beat that of most tattoo/piercing artists. thats qualification enough.besides its safer and cleaner than most of the shady/grubby places ive seen in India anyway


Im in the mood for a happy,funny,no-brainer movie that doesnt require you to think..or atleast think very much. Sadly, the only movies that fit the bill that are playing this week noone here is willing to watch with me.Bah!

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Hostage,not slave

To that Ghost town corner of my memory..
the ghost town that refuses to give up the ghost
Were you just a cosmic smile at my fears..
coincidence sent to melt my doubts..?
and leave so many more..
Of an apology thats remained unworded.
Of knowing you'll never know
Of coming to terms with knowing you'll never know
Of savage stupid fakery
Of memory after memory reliquishing its sharp focus
Of wondering who im kidding

Tell me again..without the question mark

Monday, July 03, 2006

you're it!




I am thinking about...... another unreasonable deadline at work... and getting another tattoo...

I said...... too much ...

I want ...... a day off.

I wish...... i could stop second guessing every career and relationship decision ive ever made.

I hear...... incessant hypnotic nonsense babble in my head.

I wonder...... if all we've got is all we've got...

I regret...... the extra helping(s) of crème brulee last night.

I cant...not obsess over details.

I am...... trying to beat the odds, just like you...

I dance...... on barstools..and speakers..when sufficiently plastered in certain people's company.

I sing...... all the time..loudly and badly.

I need..... to learn to let go,...a vacation..

I cry...... sometimes, despite myself

I am not always...... reasonable...or rational

I make ...... snap judgements. and good coffee

I write...... because I like to.

I confuse...... passion and love..approval for satisfaction..reality and dreamscape..... i confuse myself..quite a bit..

I miss..... home.and the people i left behind there.

I will .....probably steal your french fries.

I should try ....being on time for once. but i do.....try i mean

And finally... the best compliment I have received today?.. That you are reading this.

That tag was brought to me by Jax...who prefers strip poker to blackjack(just for the record..)
I pass the tag on to :
A.T ..to try and stimulate a pulse in her flat-lining blog
Ice ..because i love her and her writing..nevermind that it usually makes very little sense to anyone but her
Dr.C and Shilps..because im dying to see what they come up with this time