boldlygoingnowhere

Crouching Monkey,Hidden Dentist

Saturday, December 31, 2005

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
wish y'all luck and good cheer...and good health,barring the occasional hangover..and success and bushels of money..and loads of lovin'
hope all your dreams n hopes come true
party safe..
Cheers!

off to pondy now..yippiieeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!celebrating the new yr with mah buddies..sun n sand n great company..oh and lets not forget the cheap booze..doesnt get much better than this does it?lovin' the anticipation..:))
One of those blog-lists..most of u'll know the score I presume.. for those not familiar, Bold means been there, done that, Italics mean I’d like to , the rest I don’t really care about doing


Stayed up all night and watched the sunrise – yes..not as often as id like to though
Honestly believed that I’ve been deeply in love with each and every single person I’ve ever been with.
Done a striptease- somehow feel that would end up being more funny than sexy with me
Bungee jumped..soon soon..
Played cops and robbers. –still do on occasion
Watched a lightning storm at sea.
Gone to a huge sports game
Slept under the stars – on the beach, on the terrace, on the lawn
Changed a baby's diaper
Been to a psychic- was told freakily accurate things..but then,ive also been told some pretty hilarious things..acc to some im supposed to have been married at 18
Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
Gotten drunk on champagne -i get drunk on most things..bit of a lightweight
Believed in ghosts – still do
Given more than you can afford to charity
Looked up at the night sky through a telescope –definately on wish list for the near future
Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
Taken a sick day when you're not ill ..dont we all?
Asked out a stranger
Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier.
Screamed as loudly as you possibly can.
Taken a midnight skinny dip.
Taken an ice cold bath ..in kodai,during a powercut..brrr
Ridden a roller coaster...love scary rides
Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
Adopted an accent for an entire day .
Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment..as much of a whiner as i can be,really dont have much to complain abt
Loved your job for all accounts. sounds wierd coming from a dentist..but what the heck i actually like doing what i do
Taken care of someone who was shit faced. – while I was equally shit-faced…
Had enough money to be truly satisfied –been a while since ive felt that way tho'
Stolen a sign. – a no parking sign from outside shoppers stop..bright yellow with a kangaroo on it
Taken a road-trip – quite a few actually…
Milked a cow ..huh ?
Sung karaoke
Lounged around in bed all day –planned,focussed lazing like balu would say
Played in the rain.
Got high and jumped in puddles when random strangers walked by
Done something you should regret, but don't regret it – the list is endless
Fallen in love and not had your heart broken – is that even possible?
Gotten married .. ???
Crashed a party
Loved someone you shouldn't have
Made cookies from scratch ..hah!
Gotten a tattoo
Gotten my belly pierced..twice over coz the first one got ripped out by accident..yes, i am a glutton for punishment
Gotten flowers for no reason..and given flowers for no reason..
Got so drunk you don't remember anything –hell,yeah
Been addicted to some form of illegal drug..i dont do chemicals
Performed on stage-some were great..some,i still cringe thinking abt
Watched fireworks from the sky
Eaten shark
Been on a cruise ship.
Downed 18 shooters..too much of a lightweight to survive more than 5
Spoken more than one language fluently..speak a few languages..wouldnt go as far as fluently tho'
Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
Picked up and moved to another city to just start over to be with the one you love – have picked up and started over in another city for my own sake…
Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking.
Had plastic surgery
Said 'I love you' and meant it.
Said 'I love you' and not meant it.
Broken someone's heart – a few times, apparently.
Been fired or laid off from a job.
Broken a bone – never. Which I find quite surprising, given how clumsy i can be
Ridden a motorcycle
Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph
Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime – define “healthy”
Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about.
Gotten someone fired for their actions.
Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them.
Been a DJ –id leave that to da big brotha
Smoked a cigarette
Crashed a friend's car – the ever-patient balu's..(have i told u lately how much i love u)
Snuck out of your parent's house – several times
Had amazing friends-all along..and eternally grateful for them
Been arrested
Gone on a blind date – I’m not THAT optimistic
Flown a kite .
Built a sand castle.
Made mud pies
Collected slugs in a jar
Cheated while playing a game – I try…
Been lonely.
Fallen asleep at work/school ...been a backbencher all my life for a reason
Made a term paper presentation while I was out-of-my-mind high..went for a viva mildly tipsy ..does that count?
Been robbed – cell phones,wallets,..n cds...my friends cant seem to leave my cds alone
Been misunderstood
Run a red light.
Gotten stoned
Liked the way you look.
Questioned your heart. – all the time.
Been obsessed with post-it notes – I’m obsessed with stationery on the whole.
Felt like dying – never…
Cried yourself to sleep–many times.bad idea,'specially when u have a tendency to fall asleep with ur contact lenses on..try getting ur eyes to open the next morning..
Made prank phone calls.
Written a letter to Santa Claus – and the tooth fairy
Sung in the shower
Had a dream that you married someone –used to have this recurring dream that i was forcibly being married off to a prof i was morbidly terrified of in med school..ketan parekh (theres probably some creepy freudian explanation to this but i dont want to know)
Sat on a roof top
Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours
Jumped into a pool/hot tub/lake with all your clothes on ..got flung in is more like it
Laughed so hard you cried.
Had a fantasy about someone you love as a good friend-does tend to freak u out quite badly
Been able to live without your mobile phone for a day in your normal life -lose my phone so often its hardly news

you know, maybe im not leading such an uneventful life afterall..if this compilation is any kind of yardstick to be measuring the happening-ness quotient of my life against..seem to have done abt three quaters or more of these things

Thursday, December 29, 2005

maybe im judgemental and suspicious.maybe ive just learned certain things that make me wary of giving some people the benefit of doubt..been there,done that,got the tshirt..and lived to regret it time and again..what irks me tho' in all this,isnt any of the above ..its just that afterall this time and with all that gyan..i still can't seem to stay detached..some people can get a reaction out of me no matter what..and the worst part is they know how true that statement is

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

and here's the reason why im smiling inspite of the lack of sleep and sad seminar..a few of my favorite ppl and oldest buddy junta are arriving shortly in chennai-land over the next few days..starting today..balu n wife in a few hours time..ice n gang on 30th..off to pondicherry for New Years!!! :))
first coherant thought of the day..Coffeeeee!!!..irrespective of whether the day has begun after a full 7hour rest(a rare luxury) or after an hour n a half of drifting in and out of a doze like last night(actually this morning..)function pretty much on groggy auto-pilot untill i fix myself that morning super-dose..one mug n im finally awake..another n im ready to face the day..a third...,and im bouncing off the walls..pure java-induced joy!which is precisely what im doing now..mid way thru' my second mug staring at a monitor at 6 in the AM working on somebody elses seminar..for absoutely no credit.sigh!! how i get myself into these situations,i dont know..

'neways, G'Morning campers.:)
feels good to be blogging again
Sometimes, a memory cannot do the person justice..especially at a time like this..with so much happening..a lot of it so familiar n perhaps as much of it,so new..cant help turning around that once in a while expecting to see him..in the middle of everything,running the show and having the time of his life doing it..makes you realise how much of a difference one person's absence can make.sure i dont need a physical presence to know ur around,but just this once mr.felix up in the sky,i wish i still had the tangible you..so i could stop wondering for once..and so you'd just tell me what you're thinking..and maybe help me make sense of what i was thinking too..the way only you could..

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

have spent the evening laundering my life..consequently have loads of rubbish bags..and yet another 'u da best-est,smartest,sanest' thank you hug to the lil brotha
and a reason to start new blog perhaps..

Monday, December 26, 2005

hmm..
my zillionth attempt at blogging..
the previous ones dint last beyond a few months..have the attention span of a goldfish unfortunately..serious ADHD..
this time hopefully ill stick with it